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Influential Abnormality.
A lot of people I know get so mad at me because of the way that I am.
It’s hard to understand what people go through in their lives that make them the way that they are. I try very hard to understand situations that people have gone through that may make them act certain ways in certain situations.
Me, well a lot has effected me. You would think that since you recognize what it is that is making you not exactly what you would consider ‘normal’ that it would be simple to change it..that is not the case though.
In my life I have dealt with a lot of mental abuse, and as much as I have tried to be strong and act as if it didn’t effect me, I’m seeing that down the line I am gonna face a lot of difficult times because of past events in my life.
People tend to believe that what’s in the past you should leave behind and that is the end of having to deal with it, but for some it’s not simple to go on without having been traumatized by your past.
I’m not exactly who I want to be right now, but I’m trying very hard to become a better person. I’m very frigid and stubborn with my family, and even with my friends. It’s very hard for me to be affectionate with someone I care for. Sounds silly right? It’s frustrating really. Like trying to remember something that just isn’t coming back to your memory. I push myself to hug, kiss and cuddle with people all the while feeling very annoyed and it usually just upsets me inside. Hopefully one day things will change and I will be able to do those things, but right now I just want whoever reads this and knows who I am to try better understanding how I feel and how hard I’m trying. Thanks for lending your eyes and time. -
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I wanna say this is a big joke, but I really can’t even tell. o_o
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Mr. Danger
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Oh Look..
I’m writing on my Tumblr again…
No worries I won’t be depressed or write a novel. I will however update you all on my life in a mini summary: School, Food, Work, Hangout, and now Youtube.
I’m getting back on my art and youtube and all the other good stuff there is. Yay.
Anywho, check me out on youtube if you like.
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No More Problems in Poohville
WOOOOOW SO TRUE!
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Guess who’s back back back….back againn..
No not Shady. He is refereed to as Eminem for good now. :P
Any how, yes I have not been on here in well over..well to be honest I’m not even sure how long it has been!
However I am back and will be making the regular updates and such!
Also, I am starting my own lil’ art business. So look out for my awesome merch and let me know if you are interested or if you have a suggestion. :D
Until then my lovely people…who ever is still following me….have fun looking at the random stuff I reblog!! <3
